You remember that scene at the end of The Graduate where Dustin Hoffman gets on the bus with Elaine? They are relieved that they are on the bus and together but they kind of take a second and then look out the rear window and the look on their face is "what now!!??!??!?!" I feel a little like that. I am glad to be getting done but it is the start of a whole new era. Every change has its uncertainty and stress.